February 7, 2015:
I feel like there are a few people who I let into my life and gave them a piece of me, and I don’t know if they really deserved it. And no matter how many times they’ve hurt me or done something stupid, I just don’t want to let them go. I don’t really give up on people, but I wonder if I owe it to myself to. I don’t want people to think that they can get away with treating me like shit and have me still standing by as always.
You two are going to be the death of me. I don’t know how after all this time, you can have this effect on me. Sigh. I’m stupid.