February 22, 2015:
Holy crap, I think this is the first time I’m posting on the day of in a while.
Today I went to Yorba Linda to celebrate New Year’s with relatives, and it was about the same as it usually is. There’s not actually much to reflect about there.
So! Random thoughts of the night:
Yesterday I was watching Glee, and at the end of the episode, two of the characters make a pact that if they are both single when they’re 30, that they’ll get married to each other. And it reminded me of a friend I had in high school who made the same promise to me, except we said when we’re 35 and single.
… And then he got married like two years ago or something crazy like that?
… So what’s my backup plan now? (Jk. Kind of.)I know it’s completely unreasonable and probably overdramatic of me, but there are times that I legitimately think that I am going to end up alone because I’m not sure that I’ll actually find someone who will want to be with me. Like, I don’t know how to explain it, nor do I fully want to go into detail about it, but it’s just the way I am, I guess.